Confidence

Moods are fickle, and ego is fragile. 

I get the worst hubris that my losses can be anticipated. And an ego that thinks it slip by quickly.

Both are terrible because it means I’m slow to start the recovery process. I think I can take a detour around the desert, only to learn that I have to deal with thirst regardless. 

It’s taking me a bit to realize my losses, and worst I’ve only started to process the thoughts. But have to start somewhere.